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evelynlatrice19 said: KIARAAAA<3 you are the most amazing person i know ;* okai bye bby.

EVELYNNNNNNN



Just A Thought.

I know this sounds crazy but why can’t I be with someone? Why can’t I have that perfect someone who will do anything and everything to have me? I want to take naps with someone I want someone to play and joke around with. I feel like when I meet someone new they just aren’t worth my time… And every time I talk to my ex old feelings come back but I realize that that person has moved on. I need to get a grip and realize that I’ll be alone. As always. I was thinking about a couple months ago when you and I were so deeply in love that we would argue just because we wanted everything to be perfect. But everything crumbled and now we barely speak. And when we do it so not the same. It’s so fucking hard to put in words . I can’t let you hate me. I can’t let you forget me. And I can not let you leave my heart. It hurts too much. It hurts to know you left & It hurts to know you’ve moved on. You will never hear these things come out of my mouth but it’s just good to vent somewhere .. Even if you won’t see this I need to let this out. I love you with all my fucking soul. You were my first true love, my longest relationship, and my everything. I’m none of that to you but that is okay with me. Just hope you’ll be alright. I’ll always be here. You know this already. So yeah.. I love you . 